Regardless of the luck you have, if you want to feel worthwhile, you have to act decently. Still, it won’t do any good to stand around waiting for rewards. Nobody’s keeping score. As John H. Holmes wrote in A Sensible Man’s View of Religion, “The universe is not hostile, nor yet is it friendly. It is simply indifferent.” Doing good is its own reward. Also, an evil-doer is not necessarily
We must learn not to take everything personally.