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But that is one of the first psychological forces to dissipate on the road to <abbr class='c2c-text-hover' title='Adj. 1) of, relating to, consisting of, or affecting the spirit 2) of or relating to sacred matters b : ecclesiastical rather than lay or temporal 3) concerned with religious values 4) related or joined in spirit 5) [a] of or relating to supernatural beings or phenomena [b] of, relating to, or involving spiritualism'>Spiritual<\/abbr> <abbr class='c2c-text-hover' title='Noun. 1) A stable situation in which forces cancel one\u00a0another 2) A chemical\u00a0reaction and its reverse proceed at equal rates 3) Equality of distribution 4) A sensory\u00a0system located in structures of the inner\u00a0ear that registers the orientation of the head'>Equilibrium<\/abbr> \u2013 reliance on the approval of others is the nursemaid of expectations.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Being me is not easy for anyone, including me. 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